LONG TYME.......NOOO POST.....wakakakaka......

hiya to all ma bloghoppers......

sowie for not posting coz i damn buzy......totally.......finally i can touch ma laptop ....haiz......welll...... ihsan,sadik n khalia decide tt they wanna break friendshp wit me....... at last they felt guilty n said sowie three day after the break friendship occurs....... just becoz i accidenatlly lead the grp when we go out to town......stupid ryte.......hate it......totally.......i accept their apologies..... but i dnt really trust them now......... hate when this bullshit happen......hate it...... tt happen on the 7th of december 2005........ n they beg forgiveness on the 9th of december 2005........ haiz......now my life full of emptyness.......but i still lurve my life........who nid friend when tt friend oredi backstabb euu....... i never backstabb them.....they back stabb me.....FULLL OF BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!totally...... well i tell euu wad happen on the 7th dec........ i noe it late...... but i dnt care.........

7th December 2005

welll tt day goes lyke this...... i remember it as if it onli yesterday......here it go es....i was getting ready to go orchard.......then meet them at woodlands interchange........sadik was late coz he woke up late.......then we take the mrt.......a alight at summerset coz it near the heerens shop..........then we wanna to go cinelisure coz we wanna eat.......then some donater stop right infront of me.....it will be polite to stop and say hi then ignore ryte........aini saw me stopthen she acompany me soo i dnt deal it alone...... but the other three...... i mean sadik,ihsan n khalia just walk straight........they do not noe tt they go the wrong way......stupid them......then aini call them to come bck...... but they dun wanna....... just becoz they scared of the donaters........haiz they seem friendly but they thought they kinda a devil..........they scared becoz of tt they didnt bring enough money........soo wad if they didnt bring enough money.......u just cn say tt u dnt haf money......juz be honest.........if euu say tt u dnt haf enough money.......they will understand......they just wanna help the needy...duh!?!then aini say to them to meet at kfc......i was mad.......i tink i got ma PMS......i was mad at them totally........then they go separate way..........then they bckstabb me...... i just cn feel it...when i ,aini n his bro go window shoppin at paragon.......they call aini.......they keep askin tt..."ade soraya!?!, ade soraya!?!...."they make it obvious tt they r backstabb me........stupid of them.........then go home........aini call to tell me tt they want to break friendship wit me..........haiz........well tt is the story.......

wokay i gtg...... bubbyez...Adios

4 days activites.........

hiya....... sowie fer not posting fer long tyme cause i damn buzy.......... well i start on the thursday 17th Nov 2005

well me n Fadhil decide to catch the new movie of Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire...........i meet him ard 10am..... then we go to the nearest atm booth to withdraw some money............the funny thing is....... HE FORGOT HIS PIN CODE NO.......i was lyke wad.......well ppl cn forgot things right??.............then he said tt he go home 1st to take some money........n i said i will be at the lib.........then ard 20 minutes later....... he called me ........then we buy tickets plus a popcorn discount ticket......they cost ard $20++.......i was so damn concerntrate watching tt movie untill i forgot to drink my ice tea............haiz.......then go home play sims then sleep........

Friday 18th Nov 2005

Khalia n gang make plans to do our eng project............they r planning to use my comp but i say go lib.............we meet up at the wdls interchange then go lib..........actually when we reached there........... we dnt do our project........but we read mags n books......then they plan to take neoprint...........then i saw my dad while we headed cwp......n i say bubbye to ma friends .......n follow my dad home.........then when reached home.......i go get ready to meet my sis at clementi Mcd......then we headed to kak ani's house..........there's me, my sis, kak ani n jessica.......all my sis friend........then we go ther n eat...........actually kak ani make a open house..........then slowly kak Radiah n family come..........then other friend of hers come too................ go home tompang kereta kak radiah................go home n sleep........

Saturday 19th Nov 2005

ard 4pm me n ma family go to rafiq house coz his house got o[en hpose....... then we go to cik mah house............i just noe tt cik mah cn cook.......her shark fin soup soo damn nice...............so chill at her house............nurul bake brownies........we chill untill ard 10++pm......take one bus frm Enous(spelling error) go to wdls...... i seat beside syahidah...........she telll the story abt her obs life........ quiet interesting though...............then reach cwp...........walked home...........sleep........

Sunday 20th Nov 2005

plan to cut my hair in the afternoon...........then change my clothe..........go watch Harry Potter twice.....tis tyme i watch wif hydar n my sis...........then headed to cik nan house............then the same we hang untill ard 10++pm...... then go home........ update the comp.........

k lah untill here.............AdIoS

PLans Fer 2dae..........

hi...................
sorry for the late post................cause i lazy on the conp........so 2dae my plan is to see HARRY POTTER N THE GOBLET OF FIRE wif fadhil........ hope it will be fun........so later i continue my post...............well aDiOs

THE SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

well.......HIS GONE FOREVER..............NO MORE HIS CUTE FACE............NO MORE LAME JOKES...........NO MORE ANYTHING..............LOOOSE A FRIEND TT FAST..........I CNT STAND IT......... IT JUST A BLINK TT HIS GONE!!!!!!!!!!........ a great band member,..... a gd fwend,....... just gone lyke tt...........i just CNT ACCEPT TIS REALITY!!!!!!!!!!.............in loving memory of Allahyarham Abdul Hakim b Abdul Rashid(al-fatihah)wan to sae wad.......in malay terms"sudah di takdirkan"..............

END YEAR RESULT IS HERRE!!!!!

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hiya.....well tts my result............. sorry fer not updating fer soo long cuz im buzy..... eventhough i finished my exam..........cuz hari raye is comming up.........yea.............i kinda disappointed wif ma result cuz my art DROP!!!!!!!! frm 1 to 2!!!!!!!haiz....... dun care much coz i take dnt take art...... i take ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS............i noe its going to be hard fer me......... wat cn i do....... mrs lau put me in tt class......... haiz..........im going to be in 3n3........ the funny thing is 3n3 is the best class next year......while 3n1 is the worst class.......... when mrs lau said lyke tt ..... im schocked........ totally...........
well this are the subjects tt i take
1. English Language(compulsory)
2.Elementry Mathematics(complusory)
3.Mother Tounge(compulsory)
4.Science
5.Combine Humanities
6.Additional Mathematics

total of 6 subjects.......
i just noe tt art is not so important subject.......... haiz.........atleast take A math will have a bright future....... ermm....i tink soo lah.......lolz........... well untill here.......
till we meet again
AdIoS

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......im krazie!!!!!!!!!

hello there...... soooo sowie for not posting for a veri long tyme....... ive been busing studying for exams untill i got no tyme to check on my blog...... haiz.......im in the skool lib ryte now....suppose to be ipw period but we finish our projects.........now me n him r wokay.......... no more MISERY!!!!!! yeah now im happy lyke hell..........n i cn study more........... well untill here for now cuz i dun wan to get caught..... lolz.....AdIoS

my day at the AJC eLEMENTS lAB

HIYA......long tyme didnt post.........sooo sowie fer tt....... i got no tyme to touch my blog this 1 week coz i nid to do some project fer science........well herre my day goes.....

well i woke up ard 7.07am than i go bathe then get ready........met khalia,aini,hafiz at the wlds mrt station............guess wad....... i was the last to reach there............then we take mrt to go to Yio Chu Kang n wait fer Mdm Rasidah n Ms Leong..........when we reach there,........ we saw ahmad ......... i tought tt he is not comming.......haiz gimmie heart attack onli.........then we walk to AJC.........it kinda fun going there coz is my fwens going accept ihsan n ilyanti.........then meet shahidah at the main gate of the AJC..........then we go to the elements lab........wad we do there is to take the essential oil frm any plant tt we do.........haiz so leceh sey n it not worth it..........seriously........ the pineapple leaves end up smelling lyke my nephew Darwisy pampers.......haiz i cnt believed it.......... then the pandan turn out too strong n we cnt smell the pandan........... but the lemongrass smell was nice.......... i lyke it.........then Ms leong treat us nasi lemak fer our lunch......... then go bck to school......... be4 we alight the mrt........ me, ahmad,khalia &hafiz eat ice-cream..........walao the ice-cream soo nice sia..........it blueberry ripple..........even ahmad take a second of tt ice-cream............then Mdm Rasidah called aini tt to wait fer her at the mrt entrance.............then we take the train then take the bus to go to school........ then we try do the chemical smell.........fer ur info the smell frm its plant n the chemical smell totally difference..........chemical smell is not pure essential oil........... it just mix some acid together...........after tt i go home wif them but not wif shahidah coz Ms Leong wan to confront to shahidah dad..... haiz Ms leong soo daring to confront meh????........then go cwp wif ahmad coz he wan my opinion wad fone he will buy.......well i suggest him buy the sony ericsson k700i or k750i...... coz tt fone got wad he really wans.........then he go home..........then i bumped to azizah, fatin & rebecca.........idk tt she is werking at swensen..... i meant rebecca...........then hang out fer awhile than go home...........do u noe wad i just find out something frm rebecca tt "tt somebody wans to make someone lyke me........ but not successful enough"..........haiz.......i dun care abt him animore...............n ppl stop teasing abt tt oredi..........just give up or give in......... it worthless.........

well untill herre...................AdIoS

Teacher's Day Celebrations(wed,310805)........ nothing betta to do(thurs,01092005)

Hiez.........Long tyme didnt update.........haiz........ just becoz im sick n nid to study fer my common test.....ugh.....i hate common test....... hate it fer life......... welll i will telll u wad happen fer todae n yesterday........ welll here it goes....

Teachers Day Celebrations (31082005)

well it teachers/aces or wat ever day again...........it was soo damn tiring day fer me........ well wake up ard 6am..... bathe....... get ready fer skool...... bring my jeans n t shirt along.... coz after the teachersday celebration at si ling, i will change n go my old skoool which is Marsiling with yuliana n suryanti......be4 the teachers day concert........we had to walk ard 5-7 km!!!......... it kinda tiring...... i walked wif aini, atiqah, nashirah & shahidah........well it kinda fun but tiring........then we go hall fer the concert.... it kinda stink but some r okay.........esp dikir barat grp...... they rocks!!!!!!!! they been trained by my personal fave grp which is ULAN!!!!!!!......haiz....they oso coach Marsiling Sec dikir Barat........welll their grp callled WAI....well after the concert,.... me n aini go straight to the toilet to change.........then shahidah go toilet ...........after i change i go down n meet nashirah to take my mp3 player bck....... then i go to Marsiling pri with suryanti n yuliana.........then yuliana saw si balak......then we keep running wishing tt he go home 1st....... then i saw haiqal.........1st tyme sey he talk to me...... last yr jgn harap dier nk ckp ngan aku...............even wif ahmad oso.....but the thing is this yr ahmad didnt come to skool .......then i feel lonely.........eventhough i go there wif yuliana........then we go home...... talk to imran inside the bus then take 912 to go home.......lazy to walk home ar..........

Nothing Betta To Do(01092005)

well to today i wake up ard 12pm.........i feel sick when i woke up.........then slowly the sicknesss gone........i dunno tt my nephews come today........then ard 5pm ieat my soo called breakfast......take a rest then my nephew Danial go n pull my hair when i lying down his mat......

haiz untill here onli coz i wanna sleep now........coz tml got common test...... haiz.........welll ............ AdIoS

well another day at the SSC

Well i wanna post a veri short one todae + A lyric tt i heard just now.....

well today we Singapore Science Center Again.......well it abit fun.......khalia hair stands up, hidayat n syaiful do the Et.......it veri funny though........ then go home wit khalia n ihsan...... go lib do art.......then gohome......

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Pug Jelly
Give or Take

We use to go for coffee and we use to go to talk,
Remember times we use to share and soon they'll all be gone

Sunny days and summertimes wont be the same again,
Youve gone away, not fade away
Theres no telling when...

Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feeling will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take

First day at school walked into class,
To all those staring eyes
They looked at me so differently, I can't imagine why
I had to leave my home and friends, to come to this place
Things are strange i feel the pain, i do not feel the same

Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feeling will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take

Things will not change
And still we'll feel the same

Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feeling will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take

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WeLl UnTiLl hErrE......AdIoS

my day at the SSC......

Well today is half bored, quarter fun n quarter sad.........i will telll you y........
well todae we had techincal/home econ fer 1 period the we go down to grab some food n drinks.....after tt we alight the bus to go to Singapore Science Center fer enrichment course....soo damn bored......finish ard 11.20 lyke tt..... then we arrives at school ard 11.40 going to 11.50.....then no teacher take charge our class.........actually be4 i go class i saw fadhil....i wan to tok to him but he ignored as usual.........well i said tt im desperate to say sowie to him....reallly...when i went bck to class... i dunno y my eyes start to tears.........its funny though.....everytyme i cries almost the whole class responds......haiz......then lunch tyme.......dnt eat much as usual fer dis 2days.....then got science.........shahidah sent fadhil sms fer y he ignored me......well he reply tt he dun wan to be embarassed......then i said wokay....tt mean the tears tt i cried just no reason huh...... haiz.......

well untill herre.........AdIoS

i jus feel lyke posting....

well now im in the comp lab @ my school......i steal post herre.....lolz......yo.....i wan to tok ilyanti alrite.......her attitude is out of my hand.....i cnt stand it ANYMORE!!!!!......REALLLY.......plz i hate this type off attitude.......unlike Fadhil.....he is a guy but she is a grrl man.......dunno who to care ppl feeling.......ive been reading her blog at friendster and piss me offf.......ilyanti cn i ask u something......cn u stop take away ppl dignity?????well u think ppl lyke when u take away ppl dignity.......if u sae yes tt mean u dun care abt ur dignity huh?????.............almost the ppl whu hanging ard wif u...... dun lyke u much..........if u wan to have us to hanging ard wif a friendly manner wif u plz adjust u attitude 1st........ pLz ur name not ilyanti Nabela but ur name is ilyanti Nabilah.....u must be thankful wit ur name given by ur parent.........

well i soo damn angry wif her..........well its true i as wad i say....... welll until herre.....i gunnna post another one later in the evening.....AdIoS

HAIZ....I WILL write abt yesterdae n todae

well its been a sad 2 days and kinda funny..... well herre it goes........

TUESDAE(16082005)

wEll ...i dun wan to tell u wad happen at school at 1 till 3pm.....i feel uneasy for the day......i feel lyke crying........well it time for band....we do marching......untill 4.30 lyke tt...we go eat cake n drink.....then photo taking section.......when photo taking section...well i feel tt i not included in the band.....well i was moody at tt tyme........when i think abt the Fun tyme tt i having wif Fadhil be4 i fight wit him......i start to cry.......i feel lyke without him to see his face......is lyke something missing in my heart.......lyke friendship suppose to be forever but is not...........then the seniors give their speech........then its tyme fer us to take the band foto......well i got no mood fer alwhile....but at last i got the mood to take picture onli....then go home wif khalia n the gang..... then khalia say to fadhil tt i wan to sae sowie and fadhil saes ok......then be4 i sae sowie to him i cowardly run to the bus stop......i dunno wad happen to me????? y im soo coward to sae sowie???? y???? i keep asking this question in the journey in the bus.......i hope i can sae sowie to him tml...

well this wad i write at my table during history class:

"Sae Watever to
Fadhil....Becoz he
Treat me lyke
Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well u Wont gimmie
a chance to solve the probs....
well to treat me as im invisible
i hope i sae sowie be4 u graduates
well i miss toking to ya......................"


WEDNESDAE(17082005)

WELL..... ive been crying for one night yesterdae........haiz......well im soo desperate.......i keep asking tt shahidah tt she sms Fadhil oredi.... then she say no......becoz he got prelim.....well i go home wif khalia n the gang ....i telll you something funny......Aini pushes khalia and khalia pushes me.......n i falll down......lolz.......my head abit wooosy when they pushes me......tt y i fall......tt brighten up my day.....a gd laugh........it really funnny n painful........then go cwp wif Ihsan, Aini n Khalia....aini looking fer kain pelekat fer her dad....she tought tt cwp sell it.....but sowie......dun haf.....THEN WINDOW SHOPPING......then lurking fer ihsan shirt fer be urself day...........

well untill herre.......
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but i wan to post some lyrics which i listen a month ago.....when in a situation tt i not suppose to start it.....

Simple Plan
Thank You

I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We be alright
We be ok

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
Ill never be the same again

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

Yeah

I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I wont forget what you did to me
How you showed me things
I wished I never see

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
Ill never be the same again

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

When the tables turn again
Youll remember me my friend
Youll be wishing I was there for you
Ill be the one you miss the most
But youll only find my ghost
As time goes by
Youll wonder why
Youre all alone

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

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Pug Jelly
Myself

I wish that i,
Was someone kind of like you.
I tried so hard,
But the world ain't big enough for two.
My mind runs,
Imagination creates a new world.
And everythings different,
And i'm not acting myself.

Try hard to be,
Someone different, different to me.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.

Now, maths class,
What is the number?
Under the desk with the green cucumber.
Cheese, cheddar, fay and pie.
I'm thinking there's a fulcrum between her thighs.
I start to tremble,
My mind goes wild.
I wish that i was the perfect man inside,
The perfect man with the perfect plan.
The perfect cheat, with the perfect scam.

Try hard to be,
Someone different, different to me.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming now.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming now.

My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
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well AdIoS

haiz .....welll this is my post fer 3 daes

well...this is my post fer 5 daes straight.....i was soo damn buzi doing my skin to contribute at blogskins.com untill i forgot to post my blog......haiyo......

Mondae....(08082005)

well i was late for the national dae celebrations @ si ling secondary........i didnt take the biometic thingy...... go band room to waer my barrae and landyard.......take instrument n fall in beside the BGB Squad......after parade we go band room again......keep our instrument n go hall for the prize presentation...... after the prize presentation we got SING ALONG SECTION........well this yrs is abit weak frm the uniform groups.....there not much national day spirit lyke last year..........then when tt ends......Mdm Ruzanna go let us see the lame video frm ngee ann Poly......well there some naked lyttle boyz in the video....i was laughing lyke hell sia......then tt the end of the video, Mr yeo ask us to go back to our original class rows at the hall........when the souveuiers was given out,,,,tt stupid yeo said if ant student didnt do the bio thingy didnt get the things......well me and shahidah go down to the office to do the bio thingy........then we go bck to band room to take our bags.....then take pics......suppose to go cwp wif ihsan and whoever follow him......but i go back n sleep........but si giler thought tt i MERAJOK....haiz im not tt sensitive wokay......

TuesDae (09082005)

well its NDP tyme.......well nuthing to say ar......i onli watch the parade at the TV .....after tt i sleep back...a simple day for me....

WedNesDae(10082005)

welll there nuthing much to sae........i do 2 skin in one day.......now my account at BlogSkins.com got 5 skin.......

YEA....I GOT PROMOTED TO CORPORAL......

WELL....1st tyme in my life tt a day cn be perfect to me.....haiz...

well today we take our flag raising at the hall becoz we nd to rehearse the National Day Recollection...well as usual my dad moke me up ard 5.30 am but i wake up ard 6.....go bathe, dress up....iron my band uniform becoz today got full dress rehearsal for National Day Celebrations.......go school ard 6.55am reach school ard 7.05 am....put my uniform at miss leong table....no Taf .......wokay i dun wan to my lesson tyme......i tell u wad happen at recess tyme.....tt stupid si giler go n poke me as hard as she could untill i hardly feel the tickleing feeling when shahidah tickle me.....si giler use four finger n poke me.....lyke wad onli..... i sae her "Bodoh ar kau" but she still cn laugh.....lyke fuck sey......never tink abt my feeling be4....well every body saes tt i not sensitive.....well i am.....Lyke hello every body hate when he or she poke veri hard n painful......stupid si giler....sooo self-centered grrl.....we listen to her prob wif her honey......n she balas it lyke tis...wad the hell...never heard lyke tt be4......she a self-centered bitch.....n Khalia say tt she dunno tt i sae her stupid.....n then she cn dance which is not funny........who the act cute now......ME OR U.....tell me .......u always say me act cute.....when u act cute i keep silent......i saw attitude change soo fast when u start sec 2 after breakin up wif Ihsan.......haiz....y the world must b upsidedown???? tell me???? y alots of my"so called friend" lyke him n si giler..... getting wilder n wilder????.....i cnt help it lar.......ive been angry wif si giler she say me act cute......btw wads wrong being cute......wad u must b serious for every thing......?????i noe lah u got 2nd in class......me just a loner sit wif friend/enermy....do u noe the onli person treat me as a friend is onli Ahmad n Aini n ihsan........onli them.....they r thr onli one who cn satified my feelings........i dun lyke u si giler.......pls lah tink be4 u tok.........SEDARKAN LAH DIRI KAMU SENDIRI SEBELUM KAMU KATA PERANGAI ORANG ITU the easiest to sae tt CERIMKAN DIRI KAMU SEBELUM KATA APA-APA.......wokay continue my day...........had lunch....no i walk ard the school wif ihsan.....do math quiz then art......art had a very interesting much.....Shafeeq go n make noise n miss chia get angry.......then start doing my art.....it quite nice.......i dunnno .....suddenly was at my back n sae "u can do better than this Soraya"......haiz.....so i erase off the so called"ugy" drawing n do flower instead....well...i go help mr zaki n miss chia to rearranged the table becoz there's a meeting on thurs with 14 school art teachers comming......haiz.....then go hall n do the banner for national day celebrations......go band.....me in the squad cnt stop moving......haiz...... then go home wif Khalia,Shahidah,Aini,Anwar,Ihsan n si giler..........

well untill herre........AdIoS

haiz......unforgetable monday of all mondays

well....today is a day full bad lucks..i just dnt noe y????

its start off a normal schooling days......wake up......bathe......change.....go to school...take attendance by the biomatic thingy....meet up ihsan n the gang at the cabin......go taf club.......then almost skipped Mr Azlan class which is History..........then it Ms Wahidah class which is Geography.......i forgot that today got test.....so....i study lyke hell within 5 minutes.....it really stress me out......i think i do well...so then music with Mrs Ang(new teacher...i tink??)....make us stand lyke hell...but we got early recess.....lolz....then its Mr Ng lesson which is Literature...he let us here Mocking Bird by Eminem for our lesson.....then i keep teasing munirah by sayin"mock--bird.....mock--bird"......that how she say for the 1st tyme.....i still remember the jokes.....tt joke is shared by who go for the remedial..... wokay cut to the point......we got caught wif the stupid sercurity at the woodlands lib fer makin alot of noise at the lift.......haiz tt my day....AdIoS

well tis ma post .....

its been lyke a week tt i didnt post my blog......ive been to0 depress to do tt....so herres wad happen in ma life 16/7, 17/7 &18/7


6th July 2005
Speech Day and The School Carnival/ Yuliana Bdae party (sowie for not going)

well i woke up late lyke ard 6.15am...... my dad say tt when he wanna wake me up ard 5.30am.....i keep saying stupid things lyke"Where's the juice" i was wadddd...i talk in my sleep.....well i bathe, dressed up wif ma band uniform......ask ma sis tied ma hair lyke wad she did on the day of SYF.....6.55 leave the house.......my dad motobike ran out of fuel......so we go esso to feel it up......reached the school ard 7.05am getting ready for the Parade........we warm up our instrument......be4 we start.......the weather is going to be wet.....(as wad ive predicted in the morning)its start of drizziling n then it getting heavier n heavier.......i was freak out when ma instrument is wet.....n anwar say shut up........his tuba......i cnt imagine......after the master parade its our turn to do our display......it turn out great.......1st tyme tt i soo energetic.......then Karim,Murne,Fadhil go to the MPR to get prepare for their Modern Dance.....Jamalia get ready for her Malay Dance n Shafiq & Hari go take the band award.........we chill at the bio lab.......i just noe tt Mr Goh is a clown be4.....tt y he noes how to make animal balloons......then Ali & Ramilia go take some balloon fill with helium and suck the helium and make silly noise.......its kinda funny...... it really change ur voice..........then our tyme to perform beside the stage.......After tt i rushed to the art room to change.......my make up done by atikah frm 2n2 it kinda nice but when it kene sweat it kinda loose the black........its looks tt i crying.........well i buy 2 glass necklass frm mr zaki......u noe wad.... mr zaki saw my sister n he said tt i got the talent to draw.........then my sister go n say "tapi dier pemalas"...it was lyke too embarrassing to admit it but it the truth..... well my familiy decide to go home early..........well i stay later on...........get free ice cream for 2 tymes........go home.......sleep...............

17th July 2005
Nuthing Betta To Do

well i finish my layout.........it kanda easy oredi..........well i woke up ard 12am......i dunnoe wad tyme yesterday i sleep....erm...maybe i sleep ard 9 pm yesterday.......bathe...eat so call breakfast....... on the comp..........long tyme didnt on........ eat dinner at al ameen restaurant......1st tyme i eat steak ova there... quite nice but the meat is not tender........go home get ready for tml school.....sleep................................

18th July 2005
NORMAL SCHOOL DAY

Haiz today is a normal nuting special.........no rehearsal to attend to.......tt great though.....not lyke the past week.....too stressfull......wake up late ard 6.16 am.....bathe.....get dress.......go to school.....take attendance at the bio matric thingy.......go TAF..........go lined up at the parade square.......take the flag raising......only special thing DIDNT SING THE SCHOOL SONGS ON MONDAY.........go to mr azlan class late......then miss wahidah class......tryna been a smart alex in her class......then music who is mrs ang......she quite short i tink she is shorter than miss chia.....lolz go for early recess......go buy ice cream....its todays onli special.........then go mr ng class.......lit......kinda lyke him when he teach............then fatima cried...........they decuss thier probs n suddenly shafeeq go toliet n he cried too......fatima ask for a break up becoz yasmin jealousy toward them........i was lyke.....y yasmin must treat fatima lyke tt...u noe tt u cnt seperate the 2 of them......haiz.......y yasmin....y......u got a boy oredi or not i dunnoe......jgn amik laki org lah siak......kecian kan lah fatima n shafeeq.......they r hoping for each other.......eh yas if u reading......jgn buat pekare yg bodoh skali......i moe lah u got alots of back up.........i dun dis again.....later they really break up how????? my best friend will be heartbroken.....u wan shafeeq to be lyke tt.......then we go cpa lab fo IP period...........i do research abt my ideal jobs......my ideal jobs is to be a arts teacher............or a musicians or a scienctist..........i keep smsing shafeeq abt tt probs......well...he say tt they r wokay oredi........ n he sy dnt tok to yasmin......well we didnt go for our lunch at 12.30pm......but we go lunch same as the sec 3,4&5
....... we got math wif miss woo.......well its kinda fun in math todae.......we learn graph......while the class is 3/4 empty........most of them go buy drinks be4 they go up for class........be4 they reached at the staricase mr yeo ask shafeeq to record down their names who ever come late after mr yeos leaves....welll there bunch of them at near the door n then miss woo ask them to go to the office.........haiz......they go office n then they didnt go for lunch n ps period oso they didnt go for class...they seat there lyke a bunch of morons (lolz.........)go CWP wif ihsan.......he want to buy a blank cd......he ask me to burn him songs..........d-touring the CWP.........go home.........guess wad my line sim card..........spoils..........i was LYKE WADD ONLI........haiz.........well go home........eat.........bathe.........taking care of my 2 little darlings.......play the comp.........

well untill herre....i wanna say CONGRATS TO BOTH IHSAN & SYARIFAH FOR BEING OUR NEXT DRUM & BAND MAJORS.......WELL....AdIoS

haiz...veri confusing day...at last i cnt stop tinkin abt sumthing

well today like my any ordinary dayz.....well here my days goes today....

wake up ard 0608hrs....go bathe,.......get dress......n same routine wad i did everyday.......pass letter to karim to give at 'tt sumbody'........then recess time ,.... i thought he recieved the letter n i suddenly felt guilty giving the 1st letter to him........i see him not smiling lyke usual......i cnt bare the pressure.........n then i keep telling Khalia tt i felt soo guilty........n she said go tok to him face to face....... n i say no........i noe by confronting him itwill not work.......i noe he would not change........neva change........if u change its a miracle ......then lunch time i didnt eat much i usually eat rice or wat ihsan buy.....i only eat finger food 1$ n a BBQ pau onli........i got not much appetite..... i keep tinking abt wats his feedback abt the 2nd letter........untill now im still tinking abt tt..........then the speech day rehearsal..........tml full dress........our formation looks gr8t......but ahmad go n spoils it........mrs lau wants us to be in next year SYF ...... which is SYF Marching Bands Competitions.....she even say no discussion for the SYF next year........ i lyke wadddd...r u sure or not.........our band soo small want enter tt type of competition........haiyo......well go home wif Ilyanti, Shahidah,Khalia n Anwar.........go home ...bathe......on the comp...... Charge my I pod...... load some songs,..... try to tok to him but his ignore me.......well fine...i tryna solve tis probs n then u ignore.......if tis thing not solve i will feel guilty of loosing a friend......

welll Untill herre.....i nd to do my Malay Journal.....tml the deadline so betta get started......well......AdIoS

Note to Fadhil

Im Damn Sorry........I dun mean lyke TT.........i was damn furious yesterday n im out of control......really......i cnt control myself when im mad........ive been tinking abt tis thing.......i nd atleast a day to recover my anger if i angry wif TT person.......EVERYBODY tinks TT I HATI KERAS.....i got emotion......if im angry n if ur not listen wad i wan to say i will write tt type of letter....tis is the 1st tyme im complain abt ma friend...... i cnt continue my life anymore fadhil.......n oredi read ur last post that u say "does she know that I only share that joke with the both of us!?" ......wad the heck.......r u sure onli the both of us??????........then Khalia, Shahidah n Ilyanti not included.......ur stupid joke make them tease me....... i feel veri low in class.......really......always khalia say"hyppo.........................................a_ _ _ _!!!!!!" i heard it lyke almost everyday......im sick of it........n then how a_ _ _ _ noes tt i lke him.....telll me tt if u say is onli a joke..........huh.....telll me lah plz......i really nd answer.......plz fadhil.......i beg ya...... im soo sorri treating u tt way............ well i really am.........

My Tuesdae Sux.......(5th july 2005)-->i will remember tt dae for now onward

Hiya.......i just find out him tt i lyke...dun lyke me.......well i dnt care abt tt....when He tryna make jokes out of it.......im soo pissed out man.......i cnt take tt kind of joke....i give u example...... "but him lyke me" joke.......i cnt stand it......he plz understand....i cnt take tis type of jokes.......plz care abt other peeps feeling 1st be4 u joke abt it.......i trust u he..........

well here my day goes.......

well as usual.....wkae ard 5.30am, bathe, iron my shirt, waiting my dad get ready to hantar me to school......take attendance at the bio thingy....... go TAF....... go class.......recess tyme.......Sharifah just gimmie 1$ for being her friend.......i was lyke.....r u sure not give 1$ as friendship thingy.......and she say yes......... den go meet diyana n fathin at the canteen.......Ihsan keep changing the topic wad the diyana wan to say.....ive been laughing lyke hell......then go math class....... after math is english.......end of eng is lunch.......then Mr ng taking over miss komathi class which is Lit...... then band tyme.......... i ask shahidah wat him says.....n him say him dont lyke me.....i was fine for awhile...... and then when i tink bck, i thought tt he say tt him lyke me......i was damn confuse..........shahidah go ask he.....n he say......Its onli a joke.......lyke wat the helll.......u bloody moron......i thought it was real.......damn angry at he.......and we start fighting.......i dunnoe abt tis...... maybe i gunna write a letter abt he attitude.......i cnt stand it anymore....... i trust u he.......u r the 1st one to noe tt i lyke him.......n go spread rumors abt tt untill him noe oredi...........maybe the whole school noe it........ pls tis is a message to he......plz dnt tell anybody if i tell u a secret.....plz.....as my testi to u say "ur secret is safe in my hand" n mine u didnt do tt......i loose trust on u he.......if u wan my trust bck.....earn it....... N PLZ DNT MAKE JOKES WHICH CN MAKE PEOPLE ANGRY N HATE U..... PLZ HE......PLZ..... I BEG YA.......dnt do dis...if ur want tink before u joke.......it might hurt other feelings....i just noe tt im very sensitive in tis stuff........plz dnt make me heart broken.......

For ur info:
him & he is a different person........i nd to differentiate the person.....n i cnt reveal their names...... scared they came after me.........

ORDINARY MONDAY.....BUT NO SCHOOL!!!!

Hiya...... well todae no school because its Youth Day.......today i wake ard 11am......on the tv.....eat my soo called breakfast......on the comp.....chat wif fadhil........register darwisy name at a clinic......2 pm go down......read nursery rhyme book while waiting the no.......take danial lyke hell.....he go run herre n run therre.....i lyke wadda....... go home on the comp bck......go bathe......awaits my sis call to go out..... buy my project stuff...... buy danial toys.......go ntuc buy sardine for tml meal....... now i wanna do ma project.....

welll untill herre....AdIoS

lOnGeSt sUnDaY tHaT i eVeR HaD....

Well today i woke up ard 1pm becoz last night i go see fifa youth soccer wadever....Brazil vs Marocco......Brazil won 2-1......after tt i watch wwe afterburn and bottomline......i stay awake ard 3am...... go sleep at 3.15 am and wake up ard 1pm...... go bathe..... eat so called breakfast...on the comp...chat wif fadhil n syidah.......play neopets all day long..... i mean untill now...... well now is squart little at Star Movie...... i gunna watch......well untill herre....AdIoS

Thursday(30/6), Friday(1/7), Saturday(2/7)

Thursday(30/6)

Well.... i came to school eventhough i still sick....... i didnt go for camp.....:'( damn sad man......
they come bck on wednesday.......new form teacher..... her name is Ms Joyce Chia.....no more Ms Komathi.....she in Matery leave.......she gettin a baby sooner or later......she is our art teacher...no more Mr. Zaki......:'(...sob....sob.......got home econ on thurs which is suck.......

Friday (1/7)

Go to school.... meet up the boys at school canteen for awile.....go to porch meet up some peeps....take my attandace by using bio thingy......NCC & SJAB day.......a bunch of NCC peeps get scolded by Mr Yeo......they got detention.......ive been laughing to them......(im sooo naughty lolz)......art lesson ...everybody stand outside art room for 1 & ahalf period juz because we were late.......go library wif Ayu sec 1.......meet Kak Aini......later meet Khairin........ go home....eat my mom popiah.....soo nice....... i ask her make it again tml...............

Saturday (2/7)

Wake up at 11am.....before i wake up completely i saw my mom wearin 'tudong'......because there's a guest at home......i go sleep bck then 1 pm i was awake.... go bathe....on the comp ard 3pm and my uncle come ard 4pm to use the comp......my cousin comp end up haf a virus.......n go repair.............ard 6pm i touch the comp..... chatting...........looking ard the internet..... download some fonts n brushes for Paint Shop Pro 7.........n editing the looks of my blog..... n now posting...

welll untill herre i wanna sleep.....AdIoS

welll ttis is the longest post i ever post.....

welll. i got alots of activites for the past 1 week........... welll herre it goes


Tanjong pinang trip....(16/6, 17/6,18/6)

well it gr8t go Indonesia.........but it kinda hot ....really......hotter than Singapore......i exprience tt......i will noe it how hot izzit.........we sleep at a hotel/resort.......the name is Pelangi Hotel & Resort ............................welll the motive going therre is bcoz of going to the tailor to tempah curtain........well its totally gr8t......go shopping till i drop....wif ma family of course........
eat alotz.....on the second day..... we eat alotz breakfast free,(at the hotel of couse)......eat nasi padang at one resturant.......(the stairs is very steep......i almost fall man)....n for dinner we eat mee Bakso.....it was delicious......i lyke..... one of the meat ball got egg inside it.......well the last day stink......cnt go shopping for the last tyme.......stay at the resort n sleep............ n one thing...my cousin syilah almost drowned in the swimming pool while she challenge wif her sis syidah...luckiy one of the singaporean life guard oso holiday at the same place as us and save her....... i was lyke wadd onli....her stupidity go n trap water while her leg cram....... it will get worst ryte......stupid grrl.......now she has a phobia of swimming........aiyo......i tell u tt the swimming pool is gradually getting deeper.......... tt y she cn drowned.......i mean almost.....

Band practice/ Concert (22/6)

Well band practice was okay but when is not okay when i noe tt is today is MARCHING ALL THE WAY UNTILL 1......well we start out formation.....we do a burger n ayu become the meat of the burger.....then we do star......1st star tt we do, we cnt see it..... but the second one when we close up the gap....u will see a star......well we keep shifting places.... AFTER BAND we go concert.....is at esplanade...........well it was sooo boring n some of us go to the library......miss leong dnt let me.......i jus dnt noe y?????....in the bus ......take some pics......fadhil use my ipod shuffle n plugin his portable speaker........

Band Practice (24/6)

Well......we start band at 1pm n at 3pm we go down n do our drill finish do the star we do 2 u's.....after tt go out from skool n eat.....becoz skool canteen close......bck to school do i donne wad shape n then we supposed to dance.....they sae that shape we supposed to play 'Let's Twist Again'.......

well untill herre only......AdIoS

BAND PRACTICE TODAY............

Well today we do our basic drill when Hari decide to torture us.......(i tink he dun wanna to torture us but he must)........We totally do really do ryte from the total basic..... we learn step by step....... i almost out of balance when we do the step by step thingy.... untill then we haf our water break for 5 mins n march for 20 mins....... n then Mr Goh come..... we go band room n start on our marching piece.....then we go for 15 mins break...... the marching song was fun untill at a point tt we getting bored playing it.......tt y Mr Goh gives us the 15 mins break........... after the 15 mins break......Mr Goh want us to play Pink Phanter.... but he change his mind...... so we play Nursery Rhyme Upside Down....... it kinda fun n easy to play........ but the thing is we need to concerntrate more in tis piece coz it alotz of rest mark..........

GO HOME TYME.......

i go home wif Fadhil, Suhaila, Ezol, & Aishah.... Fadhil go n look at my wallet..... n he see my p 6 face......... i was lyke wad..... SOOO MALUUU LEH!!!!!!!!!.......then tt Aishah go n pass my pics to Mrs Shama...... it was lyke SOOOOOOOOOO THE MMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLUUUUUUUUUUUU SIAK.......REALLY........then i go CWP to search the Habbo Prepaid Card...... n the salesgrrl say tt it out of stock......................welll untill here...........ADIOS

June Schedule

Well tis is my Schedule during month of June:

Wed, Thurs(1/6, 2/6) -- BAND PRACTICE

Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs(6/6, 7/6, 8/6, 9/6) -- BAND PRACTICE

Thurs, Fri, Sat(16/6, 17/6, 18/6) -- go Tanjung Pinang wif my couzin

Wed(22/6) -- BAND PRACTICE

Fri(24/6) -- BAND PRACTICE

Mon, Tues, Wed(27/6, 28/6, 29/6) -- Sec 2 Adventure Camp

go to my cousin house(29/5).........start of the june holidae(30/5)..........2nd day of the june holidae(31/5)...............

This is continue post on wad happen the days before and today......here it goes..........

GO MY COUSIN HOUSE(29/5)....

I was planning to wake up at around 11am.... untill my cousin Hydar disturb me.....
i end up wake up around 10am......watch tv..... bathe..... eat breakfast...... getting ready to CWP.......i bought new shoe.......it metallic pink......n Hydar begging my sis to buy for him hoverdisk......new toy......i lyke sayin to my sis to buy 2 light saber for my nephew and to anybody whom want to play wif him.......when me, my mom & my sis want to go home......Hydar ask us to go his house for awhile.....when i reached his house,..... i saw Blade Trinity DVD lying at the table......so i ask Hydar play for me.........after that DVD ends..... my sis ask Hydar to play Just Married DVD......i go to my couzin room.......play his comp.....
around 9pm we go home.......then sleep

START OF THE JUNE HOLIDAY(30/5)....

I woke up around 9am.......on the comp..... ask my dad buy for me breakfast......edit my blog...... change my layout......fed up wif Neopet......eat my breakfast..... online..... rebecca ask me shanti no.... but i dun haf.....want the trip pics lyke hell...... sent my sis letter........eat my lunch at food Court CWP..... go home..... still concertrate to the comp...... get bitten up by my mom coz i didnt do house work...... go meet my sis...... eat dinner at delifrance......buy mahjong paper for my nephew...... go home red my newly book tt i just bought.....read tt book almost half of it..... wait for my sis settle her bill...go sleep.......

2ND DAY OF THE JUNE HOLIDAY(31/5--> TODAY)

WAKE UP AROUND 12.40AM......go bathe..... get dress.... sent my sis letter again.....actually it a cycle accept the bitting part.....today she onli shout at me
wait my bro n his family to arrival to my house.......n tt it......

ive been try post every dae of the holidae........i hope i cn......untill here for now..........ADIOS

The KoTa RaInFoReSt tRiP(25/5,26/5,27/5)...........tAkInG mY rEpOrT BoOk(28/5).......

HI...... IM SUPPOSE TO POST TIS FEW DAYS AGO...... IM JUS PLAIN TIRED......WELLL HERE IT GOES

THE NIGHT BEFORE THE KOTA RAINFOREST TRIP.....(24/5)

its after band..... i go last minuite shopping...... alotz of stufff i havent buy yet......after going shopping,..... go home n gather my stuff to pack...... than i pack slowly..........

THE DAY OF THE KOTA RAINFOREST TRIP.....(25/5)

I WOKE UP AROUND 6:00 IN THE MORNING......i bathe, wear my clothes........ask my mom to give me 10 pieces of curry puff for the journey.......my sent send me to school by taxi.....i meet up ihsan, filza, munirah at the porch...........then mr. yeo ask us to go to hall.....then go commrece room.......we were lyke sardine in a tin.....then they divide us into groups...... im in karims group which is group 2....in my grup there are Karim, Anwar, Yana, Shidah, Amin, Ihsan, Ilyanti, Khalia, Salina, Sarina, Faezah, Nazirah, ME N lots more.....i KINDA FORGET LAH......
we take the bus.....then we chnge bus.....i seat beside Ihsan for tt long journey

When we reach to the fruit farm......we eat someting lyke wad marybrown served...... but it not the same........after tt we go in the bus n the tour guide of the fruit farm.....tell us every thing wad they haf in the farm.......then we go to the goat barn.....they playing jokes tt the goat calling Amin........

Then we go to the beach..... to relax....the fruit farm gives us fresh fruit......i onli eat the watermelon.....the rest i throw it away.......after tt we gather n introduce ourself.....

when we reach the resort.......i go wipe my sweat......then go down n assemble.....we go to the fire flies thingy......i seat beside Anwar n Ihsan...... im being surrounded by guys........half of the boat trip...... u cn hardly see there fire files.....when it gettin in the middle of it.... u cn see it clearly...... i jus learn a science theory...... male fire flies their light is stronger than the female once......well i jus noe abt it.........

back to the resort.......i go bathe..... walking around the place.......goes to ain room.....she was telling stories........ when untill the security come to the room........Ihsan hide behind the door then me n Khalia go n seat near the door.....It was a suprise when the security didnt see us........we run back to our rooms when it at the staircase,....... i fall down..... n i continue run..... we explain everything to Ilyanti wad happen to us.......

THE ACTIVITIES DAY AT THE KOTA RAINFOREST TRIP.....(26/5)

i was waken up by Ilyanti.... she cnt sleep when she hear my fone alarm clock.....she say tt it was shockin when she heard tt......
go bathe...... dress up...... report........ eat breakfast.........after breakfast,.... we go to the Kota Waterfall..... we walk around 3km........ i walk behind amin......he is tooo noisy.....always say im tired..... i tink not always....when we reach at the waterfall..... i dun wanna swim at the waterfall.... but Ayu force me...... she say tt wifout me no fun ar.......she say tt word lyke she really wants me to go in the waterfall.... so i go in lah......when they go to the slide......i didnt take it.......then when the tyme is up........ Amin keep sayin tt "soraya kau rugi ar"..... it abt annoyin ........

we walk back...... then its lunch.....after lunch is the wet activites..... i didnt participate coz i come the stupid red light........i hang at Sarina room..... awaits for them finish their activites.......after finish their activities.....they go wash up.....n meet Shanti at Shidah room....after meet shidah room we go eat dinner.......we eat steamboat tt night..... i say to them dont take squid.....coz im allergic to squid.......

after dinner we go shidah room again to practice out item for the campfire..... Shanti ask us to do cheer......well we do cheer alrite......

when its the tyme for the camp fire.... we go to the campfire pit ......the 1st item was the group 4 then group 1 then group 3 n last our group...........after camp fire change clothes..... go to vanessa room.....n talk.......when Ilyanti want to go our room,..... she say tt she saw something......but we just keep quiet........around 12 we go to sleep

LAST DAY OF THE KOTA RAINFOREST TRIP....(27/5)

wake up..... bathe...... get dress...... go breakfast........pack bag....... check all the rooms.......n check room for the second tyme....... take bags go down n report......take pics.....take the bus..... seat beside Khalia........ sleeping in the bus.....shop at Giant..... eat at KFC......if u eat at KFC Malaysia,..... u must pay for the drinks.....if u buy meals.......they didnt included drink inside their meals.........reach school....... i hugg Shanti..... then take taxi wif Ilyanti......n home SWEET home...........

TaKiNg mY RePoRt BoOk.....(28/5)

early morning my dad say call him 1st when want to go to school.......welll i call him around 11am..... then go to my school take the report book.....welll
tis is the result


i was shock when i see my result lyke tt

WELL I GTG..........ADIOS

Gandhi Cheerleading Pics (Sports Day)

Gandhi Cheerleaders.....yea baby

OUR CHEER 2005

READY?.... OK
GHANDI
WE ARE HERE TO WIN
YELL GO, YELLOW, WHITE
CMON
GHANDI
WE ARE HERE TO WIN
YELL GO, YELLOW WHITE
YEAH
LETS GO GHANDI PEOPLE LETS GO
LETS GO GHANDI PEOPLE LETS GO
LETS GO GHANDI PEOPLE LETS GO

Big Brovas - Baby Boy

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How its been, what
we went through
Although weve had our
little ups and downs
Weve still pulled through

Baby girl youre my
world my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
Ill keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I cant wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus]
My love for you will never end
Youll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
Youll always be my baby boy.

Everytime I look at you,
I cant believe
Ive found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you Id be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child Cmon

[Chorus]
My love for you will never end
Youll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
Youll always be my baby boy

If you were to go, I dont know
Youre the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause youre my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when youre not by my side
Youre the only girl
thats on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, youre gonna
see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you
one day baby eh..

[Chorus / Outro]

I wanna wish Happy Bdae to Sandra & Mr. Yeo.....'N' Happy Belated Bdae to my DEAREST BROTHER!!!!!

So PiSsEd OfF thEn So hAPpY aFtEr tHe dAy

well... in skool i've been cryin 2 tyme... i tyme i cry which is after music period....then after tt mr john lim saw me screamin...it was ok until i saw miss komathi goes up and i acted cry...but malay class i cry lyke hell without peeps notice me cry ... i do a layout for tt somebody....do not noe how to appreciate....

Today in The Library...

It kinda cold day...me n fadhil were doin art...i do art half way then decide tat i want to do my math... before i wan to do my math, they say tat self-study tyme is over...so luckily there books beside us , so i just take the book and read.... actually we didnt read... we were talkin abt tat somebody....Fadhil talk non stop abt tat somebody....well i so tried ryte now... i just drank a cup of cold doubled shot Latte at Cavana...now i so bloody tired...well AdIoS

So TiRiNg tOdAe

I just finish doing ahmad layout..... it was tiring.....same as the time i do this layout....he wanted Storm so much so i do for him storm from X-Men...it was hard to search Storm pics......until i search at yahoo movie, i jus realised tat Who played Storm in the movie is Hailie Barry..... I was lyke "wadda....i jus noe".....

About My Day Todae

early in the mornin....i take attendance..... go TAF Program...hmmm .... i tink i forgot wad i do at skool todae....Aiyo how come i forget.... i tink jus now i'm so tired.....and abt the Kota Tinggi Trip.....I'm in the list....I'm the no.32 to pass the form to the office....tat means im officialy go to the trip!!!!!.....well i wanna sleep ryte now......AdIoS

SYF Performers goes on a trip at Kota Tinggi

Wad a happy news when i heard tat we r goin Kota Tinggi....all SYF member can go but it onli can bring 100 peeps to Kota Tinggi....Mrs Lau Book only 100 places....The SYF group consist of 200 peeps n onli 100 can go....it will effct the 1st comes 1st serve basis.....well i need to hand the form on Monday to my name in the list.... not the waitin list.....so wish me luck to get my place.......

About The Malay Paper

So just now i took my malay exam.....its quite easy bcoz i bein studyin my Malay 4 the first tyme.....i never studied for my Malay before....well maybe when i was in pri 1 or 2 i got study my malay....we start of malay paper 2 .....then break.....after tat malay Paper 1....i choose Dialog 4 my first part then i choose a composition topic about water.....is my 1st tyme plannin my compo in exams.....i never ever plan 1st the do the compo....well tat it for now.....AdIoS

BAD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TODAY DATE SUX,,,,,

Well i Just discover tat Naqib from 2N2 will go to court and maybe go to BOYS HOME!!!!!!!! I was so shock when i heard tat.... just bcoz they see P!#@ vidz...i dun dare to say out loud.......i was lyke wad the heck they do at Mark's House....Danial, Syaiful, Rafiq, Rohaizat, Haikal and Hafiz oso involed..... Just now after the exam, Aini & I waited for Miss Woo.....When our Math Remidial start..... the rain oso fall.... then we saw two policemen came to school...................so sorry for didnt say tis yesterdae........ i jus wanna say HAPPI BELATED BURFDAE TO JANICE

Rob Thomas - Lonely No More

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me
That youll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever, baby

[chorus]
Well, I dont wanna be lonely no more
I dont wanna have to pay for this
I dont want another lover at my door
Its just another heartache on my list

I dont wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I dont wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Now its hard for me
When my hearts still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me and its harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything just to get you back again
Why cant we just try

[chorus]
I dont wanna be lonely no more
I dont wanna have to pay for this
I dont want another lover at my door
Its just another heartache on my list

I dont wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I dont wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh...

What if I was good to you
What if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise
What if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life
To find some way to stand beside you

[chorus]
I dont wanna be lonely no more
I dont wanna have to pay for this
I dont want another lover at my door
Its just another heartache on my list

I dont wanna be angry no more
You do know I who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I dont wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I dont wanna be lonely anymore
I dont wanna be lonely no more
I dont wanna be lonely no more
I dont wanna be lonely anymore

Band Pics

My School Band...Military Band....
I edit The Background of the pics

SYF CENTRAL JUDGING BAND COMPETITION PICS:

http://www.class-pictures.com/cjbands/index.htm

147 BANDS IN TOTAL

the saddest day of my life

damn i hate the day today....my day sux...my fone get confiscated wif tat stupid miss komathi....ok utill there cuz cuz i pissed off

Pug Jelly - Ransom Letter

So you stole my heart
And left me a ransom letter
Demanding I treat you better
Should I ever want it back and
Now I'm all alone
Dreams are all forgotten
Memories all turned rotten
It's not the same on the phone


So what's up girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up?


I can't let you walk away
We planned to live forever In each others arms
So......
Please hold onYou know no one will love you like i do
And that's the thing you know it too


So what's up girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up?


I hear our song; it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind, I can't let you go
I'm all alone and I just want you to hold
Please take my hand. never let me go
I hear our song it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind, I can't let you go
Please make your mind up, don't see what the future holds


So what's up girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up?

LostProphet - Last Train Home

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you maken
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

But we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Tis song dedicated to someone whom i betrayed him for a long tyme

SYF Bands Performers Result

Go to this website to see all result(SYF band):
http://www.syf2005band.blogspot.com/

ThErEs OnLi 3 ScHoOl who get C.O.P

i sTiLl eXcItEd TaT oUr bAnD GeTtIn bRoNzE

wElL AdIoS.... bYe

So HaPpI fOr meh MbAnD mEmBeRs

Haiz..... i just wanna say thx to our instructor MR. GOH to made this thing happens.....i woke up around 5 am... go bathe, wear meh uniform, askin meh sister to tied up meh hair....go take taxi.... and come to skool around 5.55am... go up to the band room.....take meh Horn and stand+file and go to the hall.....leave skool around 7.30am
(at the bus)....Put meh Horn beside me as where i seat.... Some of them go and tied their hair..... after tat we put ribbons... i used 2 ribbons bcoz meh sister tied meh hair 2 pleated.....Fatin and Murne tied the ribbons to meh hair....(At the Conference Hall)....we were lining up for registration....then we go to tuning room....it limit to 10 minutes onli.... we r not so prepare to play Singapore Rhapsody bcoz not enough tyme to warm up......do u wan to noe wad happen....the saliva in my Horn so stubborn bcoz it dont wanna came out.....when i keep blowin warm air to meh Horn it always make tat irritatin noise.... the noise is to tell u tat there saliva in meh Horn......when is tyme for us to perform..... we played our Singapore Rhapsody so FLAT....but when we played our second piece which is Glorioso.....we played it as if we play at skool......(awaits of the result).....Me, Fatin, Ihsan, Rebecca and Cecilia were holding hands of afraid tat we get COP.....when the mc announce the result.... everybody gets nervous.......untill the mc says"Band no. 126 Si Ling Sencondary School,...... Band no. 126 Si Ling Secondary School...... BRONZE......"..... i was lyke oh my gosh we got BRONZE.....(back to the skool).... We were lyke telling them that we are so proud to get BRONZE.....we packed up and put my Horn at the cabinet......after that go down and eat....

I am so proud wif my band members..... i cant stop saying thx to our instructor MR. GOH......i hope we win a better result to show our Seniors tat we can play without them......and wishin my Seniors gd luck in their N Level exam which in July......

Akon - Lonely

Lonely, I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there
ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night
and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her
I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride,
back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
cuzEver since my girl left me,
my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
I Really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl
that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you
would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint noone in the globe id rather see then
the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

ever thought that id be alone,
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely So lonely,
(so lonely)Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely

SYF Band is 2MORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz.... i cant believed tat tomorrow is Syf.... y it happen so fast.....welll....todae is a quite fun day.... takin our attendance by usin onli our tumbprint.....actually in the mornin i got lecture from my mom and then mom had a fight wif my dad (whu r at my side).... came to skool cryin.....i totally hate tat.....after go to the TAF program.... i go to class.....i got lit and sci in the first four period.... after tat i go for my recesss then go for Band..... Todae we run thru the piece 3 or 4 tymes before we do our polishing thingy..... after band me, rebecca go cwp to buy long sock....Hakim followed us.... he buy Perfume for tomorrow.... after tat i go home.... well untilll here onli k.....bye

I wAnnA sReAm My hEaDs OuT

ARRRRR....SYF IS COMING.....DAMN IT SO FAST MAN....This fridae i need to come to skool at around 6a.m then go out from skool around 7am... wadda so early....i hope i can wake up ar.....i've been missin classes bcoz of the SYF thingy....so it will be pack for us to study....Mid year exam is around APRIL OR MAY!!!!the malay and indian dances has gone thru....todae is the modern dance + Cozmic force.... As wat Ihsan said that.....they got Sliver.... he said that tat SHAMA said so.... i dunno yet... just wait for the result in the morning annousment.....okey until herre... i need to go now Bye.......

ArTs CaMp AkA. BaNd CaMp(16/3, 17/3 & 18/3)

Well i surpose to update tis blog last Fri... But i bein lazy.On Wed... i arrived at school around 7.55am bcoz the ArTs CaMp...well for the band members we start early than the other CCA group....i meet Ihsan & Fatin at the canteen...we awaits for the band room to be opened...when the band room is opened,... we put our bags and take our instruments, stands and files,... and ahead to the cabin.... we practice we practice morning then lunch.... after lunch, we practice again....then we got tea break.... after that its games... well the game that we played is basis of getting wet... the first game tat we play is BORING!!!!... well tat game SUCKS... before we played the next game...we protest tat we dont want to use egg and flour....the we play the game 007 BANG!... it kinda fun bcoz we play tat game as a bandmates... after the game,... everybody must get wet included the Sirs... well karim made me wet....after tat i go take a shower...then we ate our dinner then sectional...do u noe wad happen to our TIMPANY....that ms sarah leong go and lend to the CO....well the girls sleep at the hall....but the boy enjoying themselves sleeping at the MPR.....On Thurs....i woke up around 5.15am... i cant sleep bcoz the cheerleaders and the modern dance make noise like 2 in the MORNING.... i was like angry wif them... i dunno wad to say man....when is around 6.30am, ilyanti and khalia havent wake up yet... do u noe wad shida do... she go and pull ilyanti's leg first then khalia's leg...they woke up that instant...after tat we go bathe at 1st level toilet... it kinda crowded... so wad the heck i care... after bathe fatin and i go up to the band room and put out our dirty clothes...then go down to haf our breakfast...well after breakfast we follow the same routine as on wed....but still... the CO still using our timpany for their practices...we didnt go well in the pracitces... without the timpany the song sound naked...really.....for the second half we got the timpany back... but it just for a moment....l8ter the CO ask ms leong to lend the timpany again...well Mr Goh,, he is mad... he cannot continue the practice.....well when is game tyme i didnt play bcoz my stomach pain...after tat we bathe then dinner and the sectional then sleep....tis tyme the girls sleep at the Gym... actually not all girls ar... some girls need to shift to the Hall bcoz theres no more space.....it kinda feel good that the the CO sleep at the hall but i felt pitty that the TLDDS sleep at the hall...before i went to sleep...ms leong ask me, fatin, ilyanti & khalia to clean up the area at outside cabin and the canteen.... after the hard work .... we got marshmellow from ms leong...On Fridae... is packing up tyme...i woke up around 6.15am then i wake fatin up then shida wake up the 2 clarinetist by using the same method...after tat we go bathe and then go eat breakfast and then we practice...the we packed our stuff and our instrument.... right after we go home our ex member, Ahmed Nabil gives us ice-creams.....well at first i go home wif ilyanti, khalia and shahidah and take 903 after that i take 912 wif iskandar and hakim.....well untill there bcoz i need go out to buy somthing...bye

wad a ordinary dae

well around 12 pm, i awaits of Fadhil calls...we thought of going to the cheerobics final... but i didnt go... i hope he goes.....i just came home from my brothers house... well it was fun.... my nephew Danial Follow us home... I got fed up just now b'coz i just bought the black billabong wallet and it broke....i was like oh my gosh... that wallet cost me almost 30 bucks and its just broke....i planned to return it and get a new one...so wish me luck....i hope it give me a new ones b'coz i just used it for like 4 days onli...just waste my money buying thst wallet....2morrow i gonna buy some toileteris (dunno the spellin) for the SYF Preformers camp... welll is almost 11pm... i think i gonna go sleep....bye

WaD hAppEn At mY birthday

Well todae is my BIRTHDAE!!!!... i make some sort of a party wif my family members...it was fun.... It has a Birthday cake.... and the food that we eat is pizzas....well... i eat the most of them because it my bdae...i didnt get any present but....i got alotz of money....it kinda shocked when they gimme my money....well the day goes lyke this... I woke up around 12pm....when i look at my handphone, i saw alot of messages...all of the message read as "Happy Birthday"....i WAS SO SHOCKED...and then i go out frm my room...i heard my sister called up my brother to order some food by calling the canadian pizza resturant....then 20 mins later the delivery guy came and give the pizzas that my bro order...my dumb bro was late... i'm starve to death!!!!....when he arrived the party started....my bro light up the candles of the cake.... me and my nephew Afiq Danial blow the candles...My Family Have A feast just now... now tummy is full as ever...well i got to go to sleep..... bye

Wad A DaY

well today is a boring day of my life... totally... i go to school wif a bored life... no hope to study for the day...i haf tis boring day because 2dae i got tat bloody mdm ruzana lesson... which btw mother tounge... i hate her so much.... but sometyme i kinda lyke her... well luckily she didnt come 2day.... and kak diana take her place... okay i wanna to log off now so bubbye

eMo

I feeling emo thruout the day....i made my dad angry early in the mornin, Mdm Ruzana didnt believe the reason i gave her...why day today is so miserable...well yesterday me, Fadhil, Ihsan, Anwar, Karim, Sadik, Iskandar, Harindra, Syiqin, Yana, Syarifah, Murni went to a concert at Victoria Concert Hall...The Concert was great... well tat the onli band concert i ever go...When Mdm Ruzana Lesson... i forgot to bring my textbook to class this wad she said "Ini cuma alasan sahaja" i just smile but in my heart says "Cikgu ni terok ar...orang dah kasi reason yg betol dier kate ini cume alasan...ape dah...terok giler" and tis she say after she caught a boy to tuck in his shirtawak ni pemalas...tidak payah berkongsi buku itu" after she said tat i got so furious but i claim down....so i just wanna say Happy Birthday to my Sir Syafiq

SoMtInG HaD HaPpEnEd dUrInG BaNd pRaCtIcE

damn... i dunno wad to say man...something has happened just now when band Practise.... i hate when cheerleading clashing tym wif us...btw we used the hall first....and the cheerleader come later...i dunno y Mrs Shama wanted to us to share the Hall wif the cheerleader...probally it will distract the band...it really does...we cannot play our piece when they turn the damn music up...For the first tyme they turn on the bloody songwe can endure... but when on for the second tyme we cannot endure...for their sake we moved to the damn Parade Square...i was so fustrated... when Mr Goh asked us to leave...i leave immediately (of course bring my music stand, file and my horn)...well i just confess my feeling in this Blog....okay i just wanna say that my life in skool sux on this day :-5TH FEBUARY 2005 --> I will remember tis date

CaNt DeCiDe, It a GoOd daY Or nOt?????

well its sux when a teacher didnt come to school...Mr Zaki The art teacher were absent...after flag rasing, is art but i end up doin nothing at all... i was so bored that tyme....and then when recess tyme i find out that Yuliana didnt go to school...well i suprised and laugh...i lyke her when she not around...and then Band tyme...we started wif small group...later on more peeps come...cuz the sec 4 finished their school at 4pm....when tat somebody came to band.... well i cant teach her but she dont wanna learn how to play Glorioso(One Of Our SYF Pieces)...

Is A Lovely Day

well i didnt come to school for 2 days because i sick... i hate my cough...well is the worst kind...well i love resting at my house....untill alots of peeps tell me tat my friend kept dissing Normal Acad Students... i got so fustrated... well i kept that anger untill i return to school... she didnt wat she will get from me... Actually i just tell someone my anger towards yuliana...and my lovely day ruined by her... i hate that...while i resting... others get bully by my friend...

Just Finished The First Week OF Skool

well is abit sux when i heard tat Miss Komathi Be my class form teacher...me in 2N1 this year so i not a stupid sec 1 anymore...i love my class because there alot of my friends in 2N1...Well my class is a mixture of 1N1 and 1N2(last year class)...i'm not a nerd anymore...i like though... this year i need to presuade the sec 1 to join the MB(Military Band)... Is a very hard work to persuade the sec 1 to join the MB...So far i got 2 puplis to join MB... U noe how lucky i am...