19 August 2005

well another day at the SSC

Well i wanna post a veri short one todae + A lyric tt i heard just now.....

well today we Singapore Science Center Again.......well it abit fun.......khalia hair stands up, hidayat n syaiful do the Et.......it veri funny though........ then go home wit khalia n ihsan...... go lib do art.......then gohome......

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Pug Jelly
Give or Take

We use to go for coffee and we use to go to talk,
Remember times we use to share and soon they'll all be gone

Sunny days and summertimes wont be the same again,
Youve gone away, not fade away
Theres no telling when...

Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feeling will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take

First day at school walked into class,
To all those staring eyes
They looked at me so differently, I can't imagine why
I had to leave my home and friends, to come to this place
Things are strange i feel the pain, i do not feel the same

Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feeling will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take

Things will not change
And still we'll feel the same

Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feeling will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take

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WeLl UnTiLl hErrE......AdIoS

18 August 2005

my day at the SSC......

Well today is half bored, quarter fun n quarter sad.........i will telll you y........
well todae we had techincal/home econ fer 1 period the we go down to grab some food n drinks.....after tt we alight the bus to go to Singapore Science Center fer enrichment course....soo damn bored......finish ard 11.20 lyke tt..... then we arrives at school ard 11.40 going to 11.50.....then no teacher take charge our class.........actually be4 i go class i saw fadhil....i wan to tok to him but he ignored as usual.........well i said tt im desperate to say sowie to him....reallly...when i went bck to class... i dunno y my eyes start to tears.........its funny though.....everytyme i cries almost the whole class responds......haiz......then lunch tyme.......dnt eat much as usual fer dis 2days.....then got science.........shahidah sent fadhil sms fer y he ignored me......well he reply tt he dun wan to be embarassed......then i said wokay....tt mean the tears tt i cried just no reason huh...... haiz.......

well untill herre.........AdIoS

i jus feel lyke posting....

well now im in the comp lab @ my school......i steal post herre.....lolz......yo.....i wan to tok ilyanti alrite.......her attitude is out of my hand.....i cnt stand it ANYMORE!!!!!......REALLLY.......plz i hate this type off attitude.......unlike Fadhil.....he is a guy but she is a grrl man.......dunno who to care ppl feeling.......ive been reading her blog at friendster and piss me offf.......ilyanti cn i ask u something......cn u stop take away ppl dignity?????well u think ppl lyke when u take away ppl dignity.......if u sae yes tt mean u dun care abt ur dignity huh?????.............almost the ppl whu hanging ard wif u...... dun lyke u much..........if u wan to have us to hanging ard wif a friendly manner wif u plz adjust u attitude 1st........ pLz ur name not ilyanti Nabela but ur name is ilyanti Nabilah.....u must be thankful wit ur name given by ur parent.........

well i soo damn angry wif her..........well its true i as wad i say....... welll until herre.....i gunnna post another one later in the evening.....AdIoS

17 August 2005

HAIZ....I WILL write abt yesterdae n todae

well its been a sad 2 days and kinda funny..... well herre it goes........

TUESDAE(16082005)

wEll ...i dun wan to tell u wad happen at school at 1 till 3pm.....i feel uneasy for the day......i feel lyke crying........well it time for band....we do marching......untill 4.30 lyke tt...we go eat cake n drink.....then photo taking section.......when photo taking section...well i feel tt i not included in the band.....well i was moody at tt tyme........when i think abt the Fun tyme tt i having wif Fadhil be4 i fight wit him......i start to cry.......i feel lyke without him to see his face......is lyke something missing in my heart.......lyke friendship suppose to be forever but is not...........then the seniors give their speech........then its tyme fer us to take the band foto......well i got no mood fer alwhile....but at last i got the mood to take picture onli....then go home wif khalia n the gang..... then khalia say to fadhil tt i wan to sae sowie and fadhil saes ok......then be4 i sae sowie to him i cowardly run to the bus stop......i dunno wad happen to me????? y im soo coward to sae sowie???? y???? i keep asking this question in the journey in the bus.......i hope i can sae sowie to him tml...

well this wad i write at my table during history class:

"Sae Watever to
Fadhil....Becoz he
Treat me lyke
Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well u Wont gimmie
a chance to solve the probs....
well to treat me as im invisible
i hope i sae sowie be4 u graduates
well i miss toking to ya......................"


WEDNESDAE(17082005)

WELL..... ive been crying for one night yesterdae........haiz......well im soo desperate.......i keep asking tt shahidah tt she sms Fadhil oredi.... then she say no......becoz he got prelim.....well i go home wif khalia n the gang ....i telll you something funny......Aini pushes khalia and khalia pushes me.......n i falll down......lolz.......my head abit wooosy when they pushes me......tt y i fall......tt brighten up my day.....a gd laugh........it really funnny n painful........then go cwp wif Ihsan, Aini n Khalia....aini looking fer kain pelekat fer her dad....she tought tt cwp sell it.....but sowie......dun haf.....THEN WINDOW SHOPPING......then lurking fer ihsan shirt fer be urself day...........

well untill herre.......
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but i wan to post some lyrics which i listen a month ago.....when in a situation tt i not suppose to start it.....

Simple Plan
Thank You

I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We be alright
We be ok

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
Ill never be the same again

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

Yeah

I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I wont forget what you did to me
How you showed me things
I wished I never see

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
Ill never be the same again

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

When the tables turn again
Youll remember me my friend
Youll be wishing I was there for you
Ill be the one you miss the most
But youll only find my ghost
As time goes by
Youll wonder why
Youre all alone

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

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Pug Jelly
Myself

I wish that i,
Was someone kind of like you.
I tried so hard,
But the world ain't big enough for two.
My mind runs,
Imagination creates a new world.
And everythings different,
And i'm not acting myself.

Try hard to be,
Someone different, different to me.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.

Now, maths class,
What is the number?
Under the desk with the green cucumber.
Cheese, cheddar, fay and pie.
I'm thinking there's a fulcrum between her thighs.
I start to tremble,
My mind goes wild.
I wish that i was the perfect man inside,
The perfect man with the perfect plan.
The perfect cheat, with the perfect scam.

Try hard to be,
Someone different, different to me.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming now.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming now.

My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
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well AdIoS

12 August 2005

haiz .....welll this is my post fer 3 daes

well...this is my post fer 5 daes straight.....i was soo damn buzi doing my skin to contribute at blogskins.com untill i forgot to post my blog......haiyo......

Mondae....(08082005)

well i was late for the national dae celebrations @ si ling secondary........i didnt take the biometic thingy...... go band room to waer my barrae and landyard.......take instrument n fall in beside the BGB Squad......after parade we go band room again......keep our instrument n go hall for the prize presentation...... after the prize presentation we got SING ALONG SECTION........well this yrs is abit weak frm the uniform groups.....there not much national day spirit lyke last year..........then when tt ends......Mdm Ruzanna go let us see the lame video frm ngee ann Poly......well there some naked lyttle boyz in the video....i was laughing lyke hell sia......then tt the end of the video, Mr yeo ask us to go back to our original class rows at the hall........when the souveuiers was given out,,,,tt stupid yeo said if ant student didnt do the bio thingy didnt get the things......well me and shahidah go down to the office to do the bio thingy........then we go bck to band room to take our bags.....then take pics......suppose to go cwp wif ihsan and whoever follow him......but i go back n sleep........but si giler thought tt i MERAJOK....haiz im not tt sensitive wokay......

TuesDae (09082005)

well its NDP tyme.......well nuthing to say ar......i onli watch the parade at the TV .....after tt i sleep back...a simple day for me....

WedNesDae(10082005)

welll there nuthing much to sae........i do 2 skin in one day.......now my account at BlogSkins.com got 5 skin.......

05 August 2005

YEA....I GOT PROMOTED TO CORPORAL......

WELL....1st tyme in my life tt a day cn be perfect to me.....haiz...

well today we take our flag raising at the hall becoz we nd to rehearse the National Day Recollection...well as usual my dad moke me up ard 5.30 am but i wake up ard 6.....go bathe, dress up....iron my band uniform becoz today got full dress rehearsal for National Day Celebrations.......go school ard 6.55am reach school ard 7.05 am....put my uniform at miss leong table....no Taf .......wokay i dun wan to my lesson tyme......i tell u wad happen at recess tyme.....tt stupid si giler go n poke me as hard as she could untill i hardly feel the tickleing feeling when shahidah tickle me.....si giler use four finger n poke me.....lyke wad onli..... i sae her "Bodoh ar kau" but she still cn laugh.....lyke fuck sey......never tink abt my feeling be4....well every body saes tt i not sensitive.....well i am.....Lyke hello every body hate when he or she poke veri hard n painful......stupid si giler....sooo self-centered grrl.....we listen to her prob wif her honey......n she balas it lyke tis...wad the hell...never heard lyke tt be4......she a self-centered bitch.....n Khalia say tt she dunno tt i sae her stupid.....n then she cn dance which is not funny........who the act cute now......ME OR U.....tell me .......u always say me act cute.....when u act cute i keep silent......i saw attitude change soo fast when u start sec 2 after breakin up wif Ihsan.......haiz....y the world must b upsidedown???? tell me???? y alots of my"so called friend" lyke him n si giler..... getting wilder n wilder????.....i cnt help it lar.......ive been angry wif si giler she say me act cute......btw wads wrong being cute......wad u must b serious for every thing......?????i noe lah u got 2nd in class......me just a loner sit wif friend/enermy....do u noe the onli person treat me as a friend is onli Ahmad n Aini n ihsan........onli them.....they r thr onli one who cn satified my feelings........i dun lyke u si giler.......pls lah tink be4 u tok.........SEDARKAN LAH DIRI KAMU SENDIRI SEBELUM KAMU KATA PERANGAI ORANG ITU the easiest to sae tt CERIMKAN DIRI KAMU SEBELUM KATA APA-APA.......wokay continue my day...........had lunch....no i walk ard the school wif ihsan.....do math quiz then art......art had a very interesting much.....Shafeeq go n make noise n miss chia get angry.......then start doing my art.....it quite nice.......i dunnno .....suddenly was at my back n sae "u can do better than this Soraya"......haiz.....so i erase off the so called"ugy" drawing n do flower instead....well...i go help mr zaki n miss chia to rearranged the table becoz there's a meeting on thurs with 14 school art teachers comming......haiz.....then go hall n do the banner for national day celebrations......go band.....me in the squad cnt stop moving......haiz...... then go home wif Khalia,Shahidah,Aini,Anwar,Ihsan n si giler..........

well untill herre........AdIoS