07 July 2005

haiz...veri confusing day...at last i cnt stop tinkin abt sumthing

well today like my any ordinary dayz.....well here my days goes today....

wake up ard 0608hrs....go bathe,.......get dress......n same routine wad i did everyday.......pass letter to karim to give at 'tt sumbody'........then recess time ,.... i thought he recieved the letter n i suddenly felt guilty giving the 1st letter to him........i see him not smiling lyke usual......i cnt bare the pressure.........n then i keep telling Khalia tt i felt soo guilty........n she said go tok to him face to face....... n i say no........i noe by confronting him itwill not work.......i noe he would not change........neva change........if u change its a miracle ......then lunch time i didnt eat much i usually eat rice or wat ihsan buy.....i only eat finger food 1$ n a BBQ pau onli........i got not much appetite..... i keep tinking abt wats his feedback abt the 2nd letter........untill now im still tinking abt tt..........then the speech day rehearsal..........tml full dress........our formation looks gr8t......but ahmad go n spoils it........mrs lau wants us to be in next year SYF ...... which is SYF Marching Bands Competitions.....she even say no discussion for the SYF next year........ i lyke wadddd...r u sure or not.........our band soo small want enter tt type of competition........haiyo......well go home wif Ilyanti, Shahidah,Khalia n Anwar.........go home ...bathe......on the comp...... Charge my I pod...... load some songs,..... try to tok to him but his ignore me.......well fine...i tryna solve tis probs n then u ignore.......if tis thing not solve i will feel guilty of loosing a friend......

welll Untill herre.....i nd to do my Malay Journal.....tml the deadline so betta get started......well......AdIoS