HAIZ....I WILL write abt yesterdae n todae

well its been a sad 2 days and kinda funny..... well herre it goes........

TUESDAE(16082005)

wEll ...i dun wan to tell u wad happen at school at 1 till 3pm.....i feel uneasy for the day......i feel lyke crying........well it time for band....we do marching......untill 4.30 lyke tt...we go eat cake n drink.....then photo taking section.......when photo taking section...well i feel tt i not included in the band.....well i was moody at tt tyme........when i think abt the Fun tyme tt i having wif Fadhil be4 i fight wit him......i start to cry.......i feel lyke without him to see his face......is lyke something missing in my heart.......lyke friendship suppose to be forever but is not...........then the seniors give their speech........then its tyme fer us to take the band foto......well i got no mood fer alwhile....but at last i got the mood to take picture onli....then go home wif khalia n the gang..... then khalia say to fadhil tt i wan to sae sowie and fadhil saes ok......then be4 i sae sowie to him i cowardly run to the bus stop......i dunno wad happen to me????? y im soo coward to sae sowie???? y???? i keep asking this question in the journey in the bus.......i hope i can sae sowie to him tml...

well this wad i write at my table during history class:

"Sae Watever to
Fadhil....Becoz he
Treat me lyke
Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well u Wont gimmie
a chance to solve the probs....
well to treat me as im invisible
i hope i sae sowie be4 u graduates
well i miss toking to ya......................"


WEDNESDAE(17082005)

WELL..... ive been crying for one night yesterdae........haiz......well im soo desperate.......i keep asking tt shahidah tt she sms Fadhil oredi.... then she say no......becoz he got prelim.....well i go home wif khalia n the gang ....i telll you something funny......Aini pushes khalia and khalia pushes me.......n i falll down......lolz.......my head abit wooosy when they pushes me......tt y i fall......tt brighten up my day.....a gd laugh........it really funnny n painful........then go cwp wif Ihsan, Aini n Khalia....aini looking fer kain pelekat fer her dad....she tought tt cwp sell it.....but sowie......dun haf.....THEN WINDOW SHOPPING......then lurking fer ihsan shirt fer be urself day...........

well untill herre.......
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but i wan to post some lyrics which i listen a month ago.....when in a situation tt i not suppose to start it.....

Simple Plan
Thank You

I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We be alright
We be ok

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
Ill never be the same again

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

Yeah

I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I wont forget what you did to me
How you showed me things
I wished I never see

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
Ill never be the same again

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

When the tables turn again
Youll remember me my friend
Youll be wishing I was there for you
Ill be the one you miss the most
But youll only find my ghost
As time goes by
Youll wonder why
Youre all alone

So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

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Pug Jelly
Myself

I wish that i,
Was someone kind of like you.
I tried so hard,
But the world ain't big enough for two.
My mind runs,
Imagination creates a new world.
And everythings different,
And i'm not acting myself.

Try hard to be,
Someone different, different to me.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.

Now, maths class,
What is the number?
Under the desk with the green cucumber.
Cheese, cheddar, fay and pie.
I'm thinking there's a fulcrum between her thighs.
I start to tremble,
My mind goes wild.
I wish that i was the perfect man inside,
The perfect man with the perfect plan.
The perfect cheat, with the perfect scam.

Try hard to be,
Someone different, different to me.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming now.

Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming.
Wish i could be myself,
Wish i could be myself.
Now everything's changing,
Look how cool my lights are coming now.

My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
My lights are coming now,
My lights are coming now.
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well AdIoS