haiz...veri confusing day...at last i cnt stop tinkin abt sumthing

well today like my any ordinary dayz.....well here my days goes today....

wake up ard 0608hrs....go bathe,.......get dress......n same routine wad i did everyday.......pass letter to karim to give at 'tt sumbody'........then recess time ,.... i thought he recieved the letter n i suddenly felt guilty giving the 1st letter to him........i see him not smiling lyke usual......i cnt bare the pressure.........n then i keep telling Khalia tt i felt soo guilty........n she said go tok to him face to face....... n i say no........i noe by confronting him itwill not work.......i noe he would not change........neva change........if u change its a miracle ......then lunch time i didnt eat much i usually eat rice or wat ihsan buy.....i only eat finger food 1$ n a BBQ pau onli........i got not much appetite..... i keep tinking abt wats his feedback abt the 2nd letter........untill now im still tinking abt tt..........then the speech day rehearsal..........tml full dress........our formation looks gr8t......but ahmad go n spoils it........mrs lau wants us to be in next year SYF ...... which is SYF Marching Bands Competitions.....she even say no discussion for the SYF next year........ i lyke wadddd...r u sure or not.........our band soo small want enter tt type of competition........haiyo......well go home wif Ilyanti, Shahidah,Khalia n Anwar.........go home ...bathe......on the comp...... Charge my I pod...... load some songs,..... try to tok to him but his ignore me.......well fine...i tryna solve tis probs n then u ignore.......if tis thing not solve i will feel guilty of loosing a friend......

welll Untill herre.....i nd to do my Malay Journal.....tml the deadline so betta get started......well......AdIoS

Note to Fadhil

Im Damn Sorry........I dun mean lyke TT.........i was damn furious yesterday n im out of control......really......i cnt control myself when im mad........ive been tinking abt tis thing.......i nd atleast a day to recover my anger if i angry wif TT person.......EVERYBODY tinks TT I HATI KERAS.....i got emotion......if im angry n if ur not listen wad i wan to say i will write tt type of letter....tis is the 1st tyme im complain abt ma friend...... i cnt continue my life anymore fadhil.......n oredi read ur last post that u say "does she know that I only share that joke with the both of us!?" ......wad the heck.......r u sure onli the both of us??????........then Khalia, Shahidah n Ilyanti not included.......ur stupid joke make them tease me....... i feel veri low in class.......really......always khalia say"hyppo.........................................a_ _ _ _!!!!!!" i heard it lyke almost everyday......im sick of it........n then how a_ _ _ _ noes tt i lke him.....telll me tt if u say is onli a joke..........huh.....telll me lah plz......i really nd answer.......plz fadhil.......i beg ya...... im soo sorri treating u tt way............ well i really am.........